经典美文：我所追求的生活
That must be the story of innumerable couples,andthe pattern of lifeof life it offers has a reminds you of a placid rivulet,meanderingsmoohtly through GREen pastures and shaded bypleasant trees,till at last it falls into the vasty sea;butthe sea is so calm,so silent,so infifferent,that you aretroubled suddently by a vague apsit is only by a kink in my nature,strong in me even inthose days,that i felt in such an existence,the shareof the great majority,something amiss.I recognizedits social value.I saw its ordered happiness,but afever in my blood asked for a wilder e seemed to me something alarming in sucheasy my heart was desire to live more dangerously.I was not unprepared for jaggedrocks and treacherous,shoals it I could only have change-change and the exicitement ofunforeseen.
这一定是世间无数对夫妻的生活写照，这种生活模式给人一种天伦之美。它使人想起一条平静的溪流，蜿蜒畅游过绿茵的草场，浓荫遮蔽，最后注入烟波浩渺的汪洋大海;但是大海太过平静，太过沉默，太过不动声色，你会突然感到莫名的不安。也许这只是我自己的一种怪诞想法，在那样的时代，这想法对我影响很深：我觉得这像大多数人一样的生活，似乎欠缺了一点儿什么。我承认这种生活有社会价值，我也看到了它那井然有序的幸福，但我血液里的冲动却渴望一种更桀骜不驯的旅程.这样的安逸中好像有一种叫我惊惧不安的东西.我的心渴望一种更加惊险的生活。只要生活中还能有变迁———以及不可知的刺激，我愿意踏上怪石嶙峋的山崖，奔赴暗礁满布的海滩。
